can't afford it...
can't find the time...
can't let go of the details...
can't trust the replacements...
can't find the energy to plan a getaway...
can't deal with all the work it is before hand...
can't handle the pay back that happens after we come back
can't imagine how all the details are going to fall into place...
can't afford not to...physically, mentally, spiritually..
can't stand the thought of putting something I value so dearly last
...my marriage.
can't face the reality that believing I can do it all
without a break reveals much
about whose strength I am drawing upon...
...God does not ask us to do His work without regard for
our wellbeing..
can't wait to spend time with the giver of my life,
the healer of my soul...
